Tuesday, August 30, 2011


I’m not handling the news of a new roof very well. Forget that – I’m mad. Mad at Murphy, mad at the situation and mad at the world. Have ever been like that when you’re just fed up with not just the situation but everyone you come into contact with?

Part of this massive pity-party-for-one is lack of sleep. I’m wide awake at 3:30 am trying to figure out how to keep the snowball going. The idea of not being able to pay down our debt has affected me more than I ever thought it would in a million years. I’ve been faced with the idea of not having a child and a quacked out father but I think this latest Murphy incident has taken me from sad to driving the bitter bus.

I feel very much like this guy….

I have got to get out of this funk.

PS. This clip is from 1976. Its ironic how everything he says applies to today.

1 comment:

  1. oh thats frustrating about the roof!! it's hard to keep motivated when 'murphy' just moves in, some days it feels like nothing works at all, I hope things start looking up for you soon.